Ice cream for dinner? Yes please!

So, I was gonna make vegan potato pancakes for dinner, but then I thought about peeling and grating potatoes, and suddenly got lazy.

My problem is that I have these big plans to cook and eat more healthily, and then I wait too long, and I get too hungry and feel too weak to actually put any effort into my food.

Today I went and applied for a part-time job at a health food store. I know I have crappy availability, but I really really would like to get it. I could very much use discounts on natural food. And it seems like a nice, low stress job.

I know I work many hours as it is and already feel a bit worn out. BUT, I am feeling the financial pinch worse than the stress (which isn't really stress at all), so I figure, while I still have my "I just moved here, and I want to do everything at once" energy, I may as well take advantage of it.

And honestly, I need to eat better and exercise, because then I will not feel worn out. I have time to do so, I just need to actually get moving and do it.

My parents are coming to visit a week from Friday, and I am very excited. I haven't seen them in almost two months which is a really long time for me to not have seen them. But the time does seem to have gone very fast.

I'm still really liking my job. If my midsection is suffering from it, my calf muscles are incredible. AND my arms are starting to get back to their Whole in the Wall condition, thanks to lifting 30 lbs of bread dough daily and whisking eggs into thick brownie batter "one at a time until thoroughly combined". But I would like a job on the side where I actually have some human contact. I mean, my winning personality is being wasted by me being secluded down in my little dungeon bakery.

Megan, the really cute dishwasher, randomly offered to get me a drink today. I took that as a good sign. And then I witnessed an exchange between the brand new male dishwasher and her, and I have come to the conclusion that they are at least friends, if not closer. And it would suck if they were closer. But all this remains yet to be proven, of course.

I've been looking at Subarus, because that is all I do, and I can get a really good one for like $5000. I don't have $5000. I don't even have $500. But there are loans, and grandmothers... At any rate, I don't need one yet, but I go through the motions of my masochistic droolings anyway.

Okay, I should go eat something before this low-blood-sugar headache gets any worse.